Dear best friend, thank you for being you. I am so thankful to have you in my life. There are so many things that only you can understand... Who else am I going to talk about economics with while smoking a joint? I hope you know how much I love you. XOXO

Funny Pictures at WalMart

walmartians are hilarious!!!

Neanderthal genome yields insights into human evolution and evidence of interbreeding with modern humans

Neanderthal genome yields insights into human evolution and evidence of interbreeding with modern humans


***** For those of you that dont know much about neandertals... Up until now it has been highly speculated by evolutionary anthropologists that neanderthal bred with homo sapiens because it was believe that genetically they were not similar enough to reproduce. It was believed that if neanderthal and humans interbred, the offspring would be sterile. Similar to breeding tigers and lions. It is evident that these speculations were incorrect. I look forward to seeing what else they find about our closest cousins!!!!

Dear Fat,
Can you go away now? Its getting warmer everyday.
Thanks.
Natasha

Bahahahahaha I ate pepperonis today and thought of you. I could hear you called me "pepperoni nipples" while cody giggled like a retard. Haha. Ive been trying to contact you lately but youve been so distant. You say its because you got a new girl. I guess thats possible. Wouldnt be the first time but I think we both know your still hurt with me about when you got out and how I wouldnt let you come stay here. Ive explained numerous times but apparently no explanation will make you any happier with me. I know you feel betrayed. Ive always been here for you, especially when you got out of prison and needed safe haven... but I just couldnt afford it this time. I know how it will go. It always goes that way. Im surprised I havent seen you once and youve been out for a couple months already. That first night I saw you in wagon mound after all that time. Do you remember what I told you? and didnt it happen? I knew it would never ever be the same. How could it be? Were not kids anymore. I only have you to share certain memories with... I have flash backs of building rafts out of spare wood to get accross the tiny pond. Dying eggs every easter. You used to pull my hair and do mean things to me! Remember going on missions through town? with dumbass cody! Spending time on the stairs... sometimes Id wait up all night hoping that you would come over. Looking out that big glass window in the front, looking down at your house. Every now and then the light in the bathroom would come on. And sometimes when I was really lucky you would suddenly be there! and we were young and touched and kissed and I still cant believe how innocent yet passionate it was. I learned to kiss from you. I can still remember my mom calling me in and us kissing goodbye and not wanting to stop... all at the end of that little driveway in a tiny town in the middle of no where. Remember walking me home, laughing and talking shit going up that little hill under that single street light that buzzed and attracted insects from miles away. Remember drinking peppermint schnapps when I was way too young then getting high and giggling until my mom caught me?? She yelled at me for at least an hour in the last bedroom at the house. She would spy on us out of that bedroom when we would go makeout in the yard ;) haha. I miss you. Ill say it again. Not even in the "I want to fuck you and be with you" kind of miss. Just that genuin "I miss hearing your voice, wish you were around" kinda miss you. I love you and always have since I could say the word love. We will talk again soon. I know.
until then <3 Pornslap haha

Fuck you. I still cant believe you fucked me over like you did. I thought we were family, but when has that ever mattered with you. I shouldnt be surprised. Youve been fucked up to me before and I still took you into my home, fed you, took you out, helped you. And you stole from me...? I wish you had gotten some sort of punishment today at court. Maybe then youd grow up and learn and change. But thats just wishful thinking and Im tired of living in a dream world where I believe that people like you will ever change. What happened? Remember when we were young and we couldnt spend enough time together? Id be so sad to come back home... I guess we are just too different now. Im so terrified that one of these days I will hear that youve been raped or almost died from an OD. Youve been through so many situations that should have taught you lessons and you havent learned a damn thing. How sad. I know that sometime soon you will come back and attempt to replay this situation all over again. But unlike you, I learn my lessons and I wont be taking you in this time. I wont be here to help you and pick you up. You screwed me over and stole from me and left me completely fucked. Never again. Inside that hurts because I trusted you. I hope you do better for yourself. I really do.
<3 Tasha

Cutest things Ive ever seen.

Global warming: Future temperatures could exceed livable limits, researchers find

Global warming: Future temperatures could exceed livable limits, researchers find

Im really excited about this summer. Hopefully I will lose enough weight to where I will feel comfortable enough to dress up with confidence. I want to spend time with my girlfriends and go out. I wont be getting my new car till August but at least I will have something to look forward to!!

I want to go sun bathe one of these days even though Im perfectly aware of the risks. Ive developed tiny freckles all over from last summers daily baking ritual. Id love to go on a mini road trip. Even up to wagon mound for a night or Vegas and stay with Sharise. I feel like leaving just for a little while. A couple days. I see the beginnings of what will someday be deep wrinkles on my face (no thanks to tanning) and I dont want to let another summer slip by...

Dearest ______,
I cant say your name because I could get into BIG trouble. You already know how that is. I cant believe its been so long since Ive heard from you. I thought we we had was special. It was special to me at least. Maybe Im just another name on the list. Who knows? But I can fantasize right? I still get shit for that entry in my journal about your soft smooth skin. It hurts to even think of it.
When I cross the river I think of you. Then that leads to thinking of how that day almost ruined my life. Haha. Funny how that works. Remember getting twigs and dirt in our socks and it was like walking on gravel until we got back to your car and emptied them out? Remind me why we didnt take a blanket with us...? Its not like we didnt know what we were going to go do down there.
How are you? Ive heard endless rumors and see you log into your music page from time to time. My face still graces your top 8 which I guess counts for something? Do you check on me? Wonder how I am? I miss you. I think Im doomed to miss you for the rest of my life. I can still see my rationale for not making it into more all those years ago. But it doesnt mean it isnt still sore.
I hope youre happy and well.
<3

Remember when we used to be happy and spent everyday together. I remember those days. I even remember the way you smelled then. It seems like we will never be there again. Thats probably the reality of it really. That those days are in the past. Promise you wont leave me yet? Ill see you in the morning. <3 Tash

My first blog

There are a lot of regrets I have and things that I need to say and never can. The words live behind my teeth and plot of their escape, knowing all along that they never will. I need to write you a letter to explain, or awaken, or inspire, or help, or apologize and I will keep my fingers crossed that someday you will stumble onto this and read each word.