Im really excited about this summer. Hopefully I will lose enough weight to where I will feel comfortable enough to dress up with confidence. I want to spend time with my girlfriends and go out. I wont be getting my new car till August but at least I will have something to look forward to!!

I want to go sun bathe one of these days even though Im perfectly aware of the risks. Ive developed tiny freckles all over from last summers daily baking ritual. Id love to go on a mini road trip. Even up to wagon mound for a night or Vegas and stay with Sharise. I feel like leaving just for a little while. A couple days. I see the beginnings of what will someday be deep wrinkles on my face (no thanks to tanning) and I dont want to let another summer slip by...