Thursday, May 20, 2010
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Friday, May 14, 2010
Fossil find fills in picture of ancient marine life
Fossil find fills in picture of ancient marine life
Filling in the missing links in the evolution of species.
Filling in the missing links in the evolution of species.
Monday, May 10, 2010
"and whatever happened to a boyfriend? The kind of guy who tries to win you over? and what ever happened to a boyfriend? The kind of guy who makes love cause hes in it... and I want a boyfriend. I want all the stupid old shit, like letters and sodas"
You think Im going to take a running start to jump into your bed. Youre wrong.
"I can feel it in my bones, Im gonna spend another year alone"
We will have it all in one year. Ill keep telling myself that if you are convinced.
"I can feel it in my bones, Im gonna spend my whole life alone!"
You say give it time but time is slipping away... What about getting married? and having babies? and doing all of those other social expectations that make us New Mexican, or American, or Human, or whatever else we want to be. Im not that kind of girl to you, I guess. Fuck & run.
"even since I was twelve"
Its never satisfying and never worth it. Ive learned and changed.
You think Im going to take a running start to jump into your bed. Youre wrong.
"I can feel it in my bones, Im gonna spend another year alone"
We will have it all in one year. Ill keep telling myself that if you are convinced.
"I can feel it in my bones, Im gonna spend my whole life alone!"
You say give it time but time is slipping away... What about getting married? and having babies? and doing all of those other social expectations that make us New Mexican, or American, or Human, or whatever else we want to be. Im not that kind of girl to you, I guess. Fuck & run.
"even since I was twelve"
Its never satisfying and never worth it. Ive learned and changed.
I hope youre warm right now. I know the bering sea can be so cold. You can be so cold. Make such bad decisions. Blame others for things that are your own fault. As much as these characteristics frustrate, I adore each one as well. You are a man. You remind me of my father. Stern, hard working, dedicated, masculine, serious, you enjoy your beer and hot chicks. My mom used to say I should marry you some day. Dont think the thought hasnt crossed my mind. To let me take care of you without spending a dime. Fulfill that emptiness you have... but you chase the ones that will never take care of you. That is what you want. You seek an unrealistic woman and for that I feel bad for you because you are so blind. I dont remember what I told you that night that we sat out side LAPD pizza after bar crowd. I just remember looking at you like I wanted you to read my soul and then asking you detailed questions about what youd learned. Like a pop quiz. Maybe if I had a verticle vagina youd be interested? Would I want you if you were. Of course I wasnt surprised when you asked me in that big fluffy warm bed after drinking till 4 am. Im glad I said no. It was merry christmas after all :) You are special in my life.
Saturday, May 08, 2010
Friday, May 07, 2010
Thursday, May 06, 2010
Neanderthal genome yields insights into human evolution and evidence of interbreeding with modern humans
Neanderthal genome yields insights into human evolution and evidence of interbreeding with modern humans
***** For those of you that dont know much about neandertals... Up until now it has been highly speculated by evolutionary anthropologists that neanderthal bred with homo sapiens because it was believe that genetically they were not similar enough to reproduce. It was believed that if neanderthal and humans interbred, the offspring would be sterile. Similar to breeding tigers and lions. It is evident that these speculations were incorrect. I look forward to seeing what else they find about our closest cousins!!!!
***** For those of you that dont know much about neandertals... Up until now it has been highly speculated by evolutionary anthropologists
Bahahahahaha I ate pepperonis today and thought of you. I could hear you called me "pepperoni nipples" while cody giggled like a retard. Haha. Ive been trying to contact you lately but youve been so distant. You say its because you got a new girl. I guess thats possible. Wouldnt be the first time but I think we both know your still hurt with me about when you got out and how I wouldnt let you come stay here. Ive explained numerous times but apparently no explanation will make you any happier with me. I know you feel betrayed. Ive always been here for you, especially when you got out of prison and needed safe haven... but I just couldnt afford it this time. I know how it will go. It always goes that way. Im surprised I havent seen you once and youve been out for a couple months already. That first night I saw you in wagon mound after all that time. Do you remember what I told you? and didnt it happen? I knew it would never ever be the same. How could it be? Were not kids anymore. I only have you to share certain memories with... I have flash backs of building rafts out of spare wood to get accross the tiny pond. Dying eggs every easter. You used to pull my hair and do mean things to me! Remember going on missions through town? with dumbass cody! Spending time on the stairs... sometimes Id wait up all night hoping that you would come over. Looking out that big glass window in the front, looking down at your house. Every now and then the light in the bathroom would come on. And sometimes when I was really lucky you would suddenly be there! and we were young and touched and kissed and I still cant believe how innocent yet passionate it was. I learned to kiss from you. I can still remember my mom calling me in and us kissing goodbye and not wanting to stop... all at the end of that little driveway in a tiny town in the middle of no where. Remember walking me home, laughing and talking shit going up that little hill under that single street light that buzzed and attracted insects from miles away. Remember drinking peppermint schnapps when I was way too young then getting high and giggling until my mom caught me?? She yelled at me for at least an hour in the last bedroom at the house. She would spy on us out of that bedroom when we would go makeout in the yard ;) haha. I miss you. Ill say it again. Not even in the "I want to fuck you and be with you" kind of miss. Just that genuin "I miss hearing your voice, wish you were around" kinda miss you. I love you and always have since I could say the word love. We will talk again soon. I know.
until then <3 Pornslap haha
until then <3 Pornslap haha
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